rational holly madison

Former "Girl Next Door" Holly Madison said the surgery made her career possible, which is kind of sadly undeniable, but it also helped her self-esteem. “I always stuffed my bra. In fact, I had a boyfriend for years, and we moved so slowly. We didn’t have sex for a long time because I had to gradually bring down my bra size so he wouldn’t find out I stuffed my bra," she said. "Living with Hef brought down my self-esteem a lot. I was comparing myself to the other girls. … You have to look a certain way at the mansion. Plastic surgery made it easier for me to get things I wanted in my career. Without it, I wouldn’t be where I am today. It made me more confident. And a lot of doors open when you look a certain way.” [Damn I'm Cute]