Mary J. Blige Says She Almost Died From Alcoholism

“[Alcoholism] was bigger than me. It was definitely going to kill me. I remember sitting on my bed. I swear, I don’t know what death feels like, but I felt like my spirit was trying to leave my body. I really didn’t care about myself. I was borderline suicidal. I was like the walking dead; just smoking and drinking and hanging. I remember saying a prayer: ‘Send me someone to help me.’ … I stopped drinking. It was will power. It was prayer. It was really hard. But, I cared so much about [my now-husband Kendu Isaacs], I didn’t want to be just this alcoholic burden on him. He doesn’t deserve for me to be some slum-bucket alcoholic, and so I took responsibility and I cleaned up, as much as I could. But it was hard.”

—Mary J. Blige tells “Behind The Music” how she felt close to death as an alcoholic and explains how she finally defeated the disease’s hold on her. Since the episode just aired, it’s hard not to view it in light of Amy Winehouse‘s death, especially given that Winehouse died alone in bed. If only she’d been able to turn her addictions around, too. [Huffington Post] Want to contact the writer of this post? {encode=”kate@thefrisky.com” title=”Email her”}!

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