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After getting addicted to crystal meth, Fergie became paranoid and admitted, "When I had that first hit, I knew I wanted to feel that way every day. I went on a downward spiral. I lost friends, family. Anyone who disagreed with my way of life, I cut them out... I started getting paranoid. I thought, 'The FBI is after me.' I had about 20 different conspiracy theories. I painted the windows in my apartment black so 'they' couldn't see in. One day, when I was about 90 pounds, a guy comes up to me, I'm searching in the bushes for clues about whatever the FBI is after me for. I'm in some random getup—I think it was a cowboy hat and red lips—because I never knew if someone was taking my picture. He hands me a muffin. I'm thinking, He's in on it. Is there a message inside? So I tear it up. Looking back, I realize he assumed I was homeless." [Marie Claire]